I'm just glad that I found time to write this resignation so all I can do is just copy and paste it. I don't really care how much you guys read what I wrote, but the key word of this topic is “resign.” Enjoy!
Hello. I believe it's that time guys. I've been in this community for over three years and I just cannot believe it. Time flies by, but not memories. After seeing what happened to certain people in this community, after seeing many people left ZAM, after seeing how many staff members there are, after seeing the DDoS attacks we've had and after seeing the ZAM vs ZEM situations we've had in the past, it has come to my attention that I'll be resigning.
Between April 09, 2013 until now (the present), I've met so many people on ZAM who still play ZAM or stopped playing ZAM. I also met so many people on ZAM who are either my friend or enemy. I remember people telling me stories of how rude I was to the ZAM players and I remember being like that. It's because of how rude the ZEM community and the ZAM community was towards me. I'm really sorry for hurting your guys feelings but hey I managed to change a lot in 3 years. I remember mostly everything that I've experienced on ZAM and this is why I'll never forget my ZAM Memories. I actually have a folder on my computer called “ZAM memories” so I won't forget about this mod for the rest of my life.
I've always asked myself this question and it's kind of hard to answer. Once I resign what will happen to me? First of all, I'll still be friends with everyone who is on my Steam friend's list. Second of all, let's talk about YouTube. As most of you guys know, I actually have a YouTube channel. When I resign, I will quit YouTube and move on with life. My YouTube account is already hacked and deleted so there's no point in making my last YouTube video. Last of all, I'll still be playing ZAM when I get the time to play it. I'll be active on the forums seeing what's up and what's going on. I just need to focus more in school and my life.
Hopefully Bloody will be alright doing the notices when I resign but if he ever needs help just help him out. It's not that hard to do. Hopefully Classixz chooses the right guy to replace me because I've done a lot for the current and former staff members and I've managed to help out in this community. Hopefully the admins look at the reports on a daily basis because I've been handling the reports ever since I became a Senior Admin. You guys should actually thank me for my hard work and dedication in this community. My dream was to become a Head Administrator of ZAM but that won't be happening. I'd like to wish luck to the current USA staff team. After I'm gone there's only going to be 4 U.S. Staff members left. I apologize for resigning at a very bad time but these final weeks of school are going to be very tough. I don't want to go to summer school. I want to enjoy my summer vacation with you guys. I also want the good grades. Maybe in the future I might apply as an administrator once again if the staff team is in need of help (support). But for now, you guys got Bluebird, Gart, Stoner, and BradymaNZ to help out.
The thing that I hated the most back then was when there were multiple admins in-game and one admin did everything. Back then, I was usually that one admin who was handling all the rule violators in-game. Guess what the other administrators did? Nothing. They just sat there, looked at their monitor and continued playing the game while I was doing my job. But hey, I did my job while they just sat there and didn't care at all. This isn't really a big problem anymore nowadays since we have better staff members, moderators, trusted members, and reporters but it was a huge problem in the past. I'm just glad we fixed this problem. Otherwise I would of resigned earlier if this problem was never fixed.
I loved playing ZAM, but it's coming to a point that I can't really have any fun anymore like I used too. There's too many people complaining and I can't handle babysitting them. There's also many tryhards in this community that I can't handle anymore. Thanks to the tryhards in this mod, the new users just leave and never return. I hope you're happy you tryhards of ZAM. I'd like to remain as a UU member but feel free to disable my admin status on the website, on TeamSpeak, and in-game. That'd be great.
Throughout the first time I registered my account on the website until now, there have been certain people who have written comments saying that no one should even read or listen to what I say anymore. I just don't understand why people in this community would say such hurtful stuff to a new website user. I totally got pissed off that people typed that stuff to me but guess what, I had to deal with them. How would you guys feel if someone said the same thing to you? Even though we all started somewhere different in this community, we all experience different things. I thought this community was better than expected. Guess not :| Then there are people who instantly get butthurt when I dislike them. Look guys, I had a negative reputation back then thanks to you all. I disliked people's post because I wasn't in support or their idea or I disliked how they couldn't type basic English. There's also those people in this community that hate me but what I do is just deal with them and not care at all (this sentence falls in pretty neatly for this type of scenario too - Treat everyone with kindness and respect, even those who are rude to you – not because they are nice, but because you are). Want to hate on me? Go ahead, nothing's going to change. Then there's those people who type “it's just viirus” as an excuse because they don't know the real reason why I've been acting like this or doing stuff that I normally do in my life. They don't know the real me I should say. Then there are those people who consider me a troll even though I rarely do that nowadays. Then there are those people who can't stand my long posts like this one and reply tl;dr. I mean what if it was important. Who knows? Eventually, it came to a point that I stopped caring about what this community thinks about me. I just have to deal with the UU and ZAM community nowadays and move on with life.
https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/3085-viirus-life/
https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/4193-viirus_iquickz-is-not-nice-to-me-nor-the-community/
https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/5091-rekviirussdream/
https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/5068-his-name-is-viirus-is-a-dick/
I just cannot believe in the past 3 years people had to make topics about me. It just makes me sick viewing these topics once more. You guys could of just talked to me on Steam or sent me a private message on the website and we could of settled this problem 1 on 1. But instead you created a useless topic on the website, let most of the website users view it and then people start hating on me for a few days or maybe a few weeks. How would you guys feel if someone made a topic about you? Think about it. People in this community don't even think about their actions. They just do what he/she thinks is the right thing to do.
It has been fun! I wasn't expecting this to be a very long resignation post but hopefully you all understood the concept of it. Thanks!
And there goes 6 hours of my life writing all of this nonsense.
Thank you!
Later.