Viirus' Resignation (WARNING: Contains TL;DR content)

[viirus_iquickz]

I'm just glad that I found time to write this resignation so all I can do is just copy and paste it. I don't really care how much you guys read what I wrote, but the key word of this topic is “resign.” Enjoy!

Hello. I believe it's that time guys. I've been in this community for over three years and I just cannot believe it. Time flies by, but not memories. After seeing what happened to certain people in this community, after seeing many people left ZAM, after seeing how many staff members there are, after seeing the DDoS attacks we've had and after seeing the ZAM vs ZEM situations we've had in the past, it has come to my attention that I'll be resigning.

Between April 09, 2013 until now (the present), I've met so many people on ZAM who still play ZAM or stopped playing ZAM. I also met so many people on ZAM who are either my friend or enemy. I remember people telling me stories of how rude I was to the ZAM players and I remember being like that. It's because of how rude the ZEM community and the ZAM community was towards me. I'm really sorry for hurting your guys feelings but hey I managed to change a lot in 3 years. I remember mostly everything that I've experienced on ZAM and this is why I'll never forget my ZAM Memories. I actually have a folder on my computer called “ZAM memories” so I won't forget about this mod for the rest of my life.

I've always asked myself this question and it's kind of hard to answer. Once I resign what will happen to me? First of all, I'll still be friends with everyone who is on my Steam friend's list. Second of all, let's talk about YouTube. As most of you guys know, I actually have a YouTube channel. When I resign, I will quit YouTube and move on with life. My YouTube account is already hacked and deleted so there's no point in making my last YouTube video. Last of all, I'll still be playing ZAM when I get the time to play it. I'll be active on the forums seeing what's up and what's going on. I just need to focus more in school and my life.

Hopefully Bloody will be alright doing the notices when I resign but if he ever needs help just help him out. It's not that hard to do. Hopefully Classixz chooses the right guy to replace me because I've done a lot for the current and former staff members and I've managed to help out in this community. Hopefully the admins look at the reports on a daily basis because I've been handling the reports ever since I became a Senior Admin. You guys should actually thank me for my hard work and dedication in this community. My dream was to become a Head Administrator of ZAM but that won't be happening. I'd like to wish luck to the current USA staff team. After I'm gone there's only going to be 4 U.S. Staff members left. I apologize for resigning at a very bad time but these final weeks of school are going to be very tough. I don't want to go to summer school. I want to enjoy my summer vacation with you guys. I also want the good grades. Maybe in the future I might apply as an administrator once again if the staff team is in need of help (support). But for now, you guys got Bluebird, Gart, Stoner, and BradymaNZ to help out.

The thing that I hated the most back then was when there were multiple admins in-game and one admin did everything. Back then, I was usually that one admin who was handling all the rule violators in-game. Guess what the other administrators did? Nothing. They just sat there, looked at their monitor and continued playing the game while I was doing my job. But hey, I did my job while they just sat there and didn't care at all. This isn't really a big problem anymore nowadays since we have better staff members, moderators, trusted members, and reporters but it was a huge problem in the past. I'm just glad we fixed this problem. Otherwise I would of resigned earlier if this problem was never fixed.

I loved playing ZAM, but it's coming to a point that I can't really have any fun anymore like I used too. There's too many people complaining and I can't handle babysitting them. There's also many tryhards in this community that I can't handle anymore. Thanks to the tryhards in this mod, the new users just leave and never return. I hope you're happy you tryhards of ZAM. I'd like to remain as a UU member but feel free to disable my admin status on the website, on TeamSpeak, and in-game. That'd be great.

Throughout the first time I registered my account on the website until now, there have been certain people who have written comments saying that no one should even read or listen to what I say anymore. I just don't understand why people in this community would say such hurtful stuff to a new website user. I totally got pissed off that people typed that stuff to me but guess what, I had to deal with them. How would you guys feel if someone said the same thing to you? Even though we all started somewhere different in this community, we all experience different things. I thought this community was better than expected. Guess not :| Then there are people who instantly get butthurt when I dislike them. Look guys, I had a negative reputation back then thanks to you all. I disliked people's post because I wasn't in support or their idea or I disliked how they couldn't type basic English. There's also those people in this community that hate me but what I do is just deal with them and not care at all (this sentence falls in pretty neatly for this type of scenario too - Treat everyone with kindness and respect, even those who are rude to you – not because they are nice, but because you are). Want to hate on me? Go ahead, nothing's going to change. Then there's those people who type “it's just viirus” as an excuse because they don't know the real reason why I've been acting like this or doing stuff that I normally do in my life. They don't know the real me I should say. Then there are those people who consider me a troll even though I rarely do that nowadays. Then there are those people who can't stand my long posts like this one and reply tl;dr. I mean what if it was important. Who knows? Eventually, it came to a point that I stopped caring about what this community thinks about me. I just have to deal with the UU and ZAM community nowadays and move on with life.

https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/3085-viirus-life/

https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/4193-viirus_iquickz-is-not-nice-to-me-nor-the-community/

https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/5091-rekviirussdream/

https://undeaduprising.net/forums/index.php?/topic/5068-his-name-is-viirus-is-a-dick/

I just cannot believe in the past 3 years people had to make topics about me. It just makes me sick viewing these topics once more. You guys could of just talked to me on Steam or sent me a private message on the website and we could of settled this problem 1 on 1. But instead you created a useless topic on the website, let most of the website users view it and then people start hating on me for a few days or maybe a few weeks. How would you guys feel if someone made a topic about you? Think about it. People in this community don't even think about their actions. They just do what he/she thinks is the right thing to do.

It has been fun! I wasn't expecting this to be a very long resignation post but hopefully you all understood the concept of it. Thanks!

And there goes 6 hours of my life writing all of this nonsense.

Thank you!

Later.

[Bluebird]

ive already told you this in teamspeak, but sad to see a friend and a staff go. best of luck man! thank you for the time u spent zam making the servers better

[aShamed]

Sad to see you go, I know we don't have a good past but I think we were pretty decent friends now, hope I'll still be seeing you ingame sometimes?

[BrEn!]

Damn ill miss you, always be remembered

[Brebe]

Dear ViiRuS_iQuicKZ

You are my best friend on steam and my LIFE.Do you remember? When i was newbie. you were always warn me !w shut up or !w shut up xD

I didn't like viirus(when i was newbie) I thought why viirus is a admin.

One day i added viirus on steam. Cuz i wanted to friend with all admin. i talked viirus in ZAM. I was scared.(Cuz VIIRUS WERE ALWAYS ban me xD )(not now)

But viirus have already changed character.He kind to me. and Camped with him.

Then i talked to with viirus in teamspeak or chat. IF i have a question i asked him. He became very earnest and worked.

1 year ago i thought VIIRUS is a BEST FRIEND ON MY STEAM AND LIFE.

Today, i watched Viirus' Resignation I was sad and was able to say nothing....

Sad to see you go sad to see you go sad.. to.... see.... you go....

I have a lot of memories in ZAM with you.

Thanks alot.I always be remembered man.

I DON'T FORGET YOU. FOREVER.

I WAIT FOREVER UNTILL YOU COME!!!!!

It was very fun for three years when I was with you.

man.... one more time THANKS A LOT!!!!!

Sorry for my bad English but I wrote it hard.

And SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!

One of your friend.Brebe.

 

 

 

 

Edited May 23, 2016 by Brebe

[Bloody]

Viirus thank you for everything you have done for UndeadUprising and ZAM! I'll do my best to manage that, also I wish you the best for your future! Stay like you are!

To make this topic even more emotional I suggest listening to that song while reading https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgKAFK5djSk

 

 

[Brebe]

40 minutes ago, Bloody said:

 

To make this topic even more emotional I suggest listening to that song while reading https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgKAFK5djSk

 

 

 

Me too man

Edited May 23, 2016 by Brebe

[Griggs]

Sad to see you leave, you were a hero for taking care of all those reports, and I thank you for it

 

[Albel Nox]

GG Viirus. 

[Dennyb]

Yes you were rude -ish at first but i eventually got used to it and then we became friends and im sittling here sadness settling up inside  

[Fade]

ViiRuS =( you was a good friend so sadly cuz we'll miss you =(

[Bradymanz]

7 hours ago, Griggs said:

Sad to see you leave, you were a hero for taking care of all those reports, and I thank you for it

 

Thanks V, big shoes to fill! Sorry to see you go and well said! I don't think we've seen the last of you. Stay as a member, and see you in my sights soon! 

[.jaime]

Sad to see you go virus. We may have not been on the best terms, but it was always good to know we had someone as 1 hell of an admin as u report and take care of the server. Take care man and live life  

Edited May 23, 2016 by .jaime

[Bluebird]

3 hours ago, Dewsty said:

Finally, kys.

Why is dis fgt unbanned..xd

[░MyXa░]

R.I.P, time flies man, i can remember those days where we argued, i believe you had no clue i was admin, and you were a cocky little kid, so i banned you, and then.... it's been gucci friends. But yeah man take care love u tutu

[NMAPLE12]

Viirus, 

You first taught me how to play and strategies on how to become a better zam player. You will never be forgotten. Hope I can still see you on the servers man. gg Viirus, gg

[iamindy33]

You were responsible for some of the gayest, most stupid, retarded and idiotic content their was in this community.  You were literally a "virus", but whether it was trolling or it was serious, you were "UU's virus" like as in uu wouldn't be the same without it. (You) (this was a compliment)

 

I remember when your reputation on the site was like -50, so I guess you really did change a lot in 3 years.  I hope you never took anything Indy said too personal, because even with the idk "more questionable" things you've done, you also did a lot of respectable things like Griggs said with all the maybe thousands of reports you took care of when nobody else would, and in ts hang out in the community lounge where regular players could chat with you.  You were always just you no matter what anybody thought and that was always cool, stay cool dude.

 

 

[viirus_iquickz]

@Bluebird 

You were like the only person that I could talk to on TeamSpeak once I made this topic. I'm glad we had our "discussion." Thank you! No problem for making the servers better.

@ShameOnYou 

We never had a bad past. The only time we had a bad past was when BrEn invited us to his CS:GO Lobby. I consider us best friends. Hope to see you in-game as well.

@BrEn!

I'll always be remembered as a "Senior Admin."

@Brebe

I cannot believe you were brave enough to tell me that you hated me. Why can't others act the way you do? All I get is people hating me on a daily basis. I'm glad that we became friends because you are a pretty good ZAM player. I learned a lot from you actually. No problem for answering all your questions. Feel free to ask me more questions in the future. I'll do my best to reply back to you. You made some really good points. I'm glad you took your time to write all this down. I don't really know what else to say to you other than you're welcome. It is sad to see me resign but I'm still apart of this community. You just won't be seeing me much on TeamSpeak or in-game that's all. No problem for all the memories we've had and I hope to see more memories in the future once my life is back to normal.

@Bloody You are welcome for everything that I've managed to do for UU and ZAM. I wish that I could do more but obviously that won't be happening since I'm a retired staff member. You do a pretty well job managing those reports and notices on a daily basis. But if you ever need help you got the other administrators to help you out. You and I go way back. I remember I would do the notices whenever you were gone or couldn't find any time do them. In return, you do the notices whenever I couldn't find any time to do them. Between the two of us we did many things back and forth and that's what I like about you. I consider you as one of my colleagues. Thank you!

@Griggs I remember that one summer when you and Classixz were both on vacation. I had to do something. I wanted to impress you guys when you came back from vacation to see that someone handled the reports by someone responsible enough. Was I expecting something in return back then? Most likely. But apparently I didn't get anything in return. After a couple of weeks, I didn't really care anymore and just moved on with my life. At least I checked the reports every single day no matter how many reports there were.

@Fade 

You had a pretty bad past but you did your best to fix it and that's what I liked about you. You were a fine friend as well.

@Bradymanz 

After making this resignation, you won't be hearing this guy for quite a while. I'll rarely be on the servers and on TeamSpeak. It was really fun getting to know you. No problem for getting you in the staff team.

@.jaime 

Between you and I we've never been on the best terms. I did the reports whenever I could but it isn't/wasn't my job at all. Other administrators/moderators did the reports whenever they could. I also took care of the U.S. server to the best of my ability. So did the other 4 staff members who monitored the U.S. server whenever they could.

@░MyXa░

I'm done trying to quote your name. Thanks for all the arguments dude. I never knew you were an admin. I though you were a normal user just like me. I don't really care if you banned me. I wouldn't consider us "cute friends" but we are considered friends I guess. 

@NMAPLE12

 That's what mentors are meant to do. They are required to help out to the best of their ability. I'm just glad that I was your mentor for a short period of time. Hope to see you on the servers as well.

@Deaddude66 

I don't really mind what you say anymore Indy. Our past (relationship) between the two of us is finished.

[The One Patriot]

First day, joining ZAM servers, all I see see is Viirus. Viirus was the cool guy, that's the first thing I learned when I joined zam. He helped me a lot with the rules, and gave me some good tips that helped me out a lot. We became Staff Members at around the same, and here we are right now both of us retired. Had some really good times, in zam, teamspeak, and just thinking about it a little bit - we had some really good times in the game Blockade 3d remember? Well, have fun viirus

[KeRbEy]

my first join on zam with my old name Viirus said to me what is this little kid in the voice chat (after 3-4 hours playing) virus sad to see that you leave ...

but we have funny talks on Teamspeak in the future i hope GG  

Rest in Peace Virus luv you (nohomo)

Kerbey. 

[viirus_iquickz]

@The One Patriot

I guess I was kinda cool back then. No problem for teaching you the rules and giving you some helpful tips when playing the mod. It's just unbelievable that we became staff members right around the same time and became retired staff members around the same time. Unbelievable! We truly had great times on the mod and on TeamSpeak. Yea, we had some great times on Blockade 3d even though I was terrible at that game. I can't believe I still have the game and haven't played/touched it in about 6 months.

@KeRbEy

I truly didn't really know you at all before you got accepted into UU. Once you got accepted into UU, you would stay up very late on certain days and talk to the rest of the UU members to get to know them better. You seem like a pretty nice guy. Thanks for all the times you got me to laugh. It was enjoyable. Also, thanks for the radio. You did a fine job constructing it.

[Griggs]

@ViiRuS_iQuicKZ

Never knew you helped a lot of new people since we rarely played together and I haven't heard anyone say that you've helped them until like a month ago, all I know you did was take care of reports and In-Game Bans, and I got the impression you didn't want to get Head Admin since that also means to do more then just ban people (such as dealing with kids, helping them, coming to me and Classixz with problems)

 

And since this is one of the reasons you left:

On 2016-05-23 at 5:06 AM, ViiRuS_iQuicKZ said:

There's too many people complaining and I can't handle babysitting them. There's also many tryhards in this community that I can't handle anymore.

 

And this is one of many jobs of a Head Administrator, I guess it's good you stayed Senior Admin or you probably would have left earlier? Or am I wrong?

 

But my statement still stands, you were the best at taking care of reports.

[xStoner420x]

4 hours ago, Griggs said:

@ViiRuS_iQuicKZ

But my statement still stands, you were the best at taking care of reports.

I wouldn't say the best… he was alright. I’ve been waiting 3 yrs. to say this, you are now permanently ban from both UU & ZAM.      All kidding aside, in the beginning you and I use to get into the most heated arguments. Since those days, I’ve seen you mature and develop into a patient and well-rounded admin. It truly is disheartening to see you and other charter members drop off from the radar screen. I wish you well in all your future endeavors.