I can relate to some of the things that you stated in this post of yours. But let's not get off-track. Let's talk about what you want to talk about, I suppose. I get it dude, it's the internet. There's always going to be those individuals who like you (as a friend, preferably, not that other way though), there's those individuals who will dislike you, there's those individuals who are neutral, etc. A while back, I was debating whether I should create myself a topic and talk about myself just like you did, and see what will happen from there, OR to not make a topic at all, forget about all this nonsense that occurred (the past), and just move on with my life. So, I finally decided that I should just forgot about this nonsense (the past), and just move on with my life. I'm just glad that I actually did that. If I didn't I would be doing what you actually did but I'm relieved that I managed to stop myself somehow. You made some really good pointers in your post, and that's something that really matters. But, in the future just try your best to control yourself better and you should be good to go (this is just a helpful tip/reminder if you or somebody else ever needs it). It's actually a good thing that you went to go to talk to someone about these problems because if you didn't, I guarantee you that the same things would be happening over and over again. I don't really have much to say to you since we don't really play a lot (because of our time zones), but if I did I would actually write something, but I don't. You will sure be cheerful after reading this. I'm just glad that you did something about it instead of nothing and that's what really counts.
Everyone makes mistakes in life, but that doesn't mean that they have to pay for them all for the rest of their lives. Sometimes good people make bad choices or decisions. It still doesn't mean they are considered bad people. They are still human beings.
I'm pleased that you shared this with us. I mean we are a community and we are here to do many things together, not separately.
Hopefully people will be more clearer about this now than we were before but we will just have to wait and find out.